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All the grossness of female embodiment: Live Through This
I guess I’d always interpreted most of the lyrics about being sick as being about drugs, and a lot of the gross eating as being about gross oral sex.
Though now that I’m pregnant and sick as a dog, I’m wondering about, “They say I’m plump, but I throw up all the time.”
Because I’m old, the album came out when I was 20, during that period when I was steeping myself in every book or song I could find about drugs, particularly opiates, in a none too subtle foreshadowing of my starting to shoot dope. And, Live Through This was constantly on MTV, back when MTV played rock videos. So I was scouring it for any reference or double entendre about drugs. Which I’m sure has skewed and limited my readings of the album. Because, of course bulimia is in there, and pregnancy, and as Caty says, all the grossest parts of being female.
For me, Gutless was about the terror of sex, particularly among injection drug users, before HAART. But, again, I’m probably dating myself there.
It’s also an album that I abandoned for a few years because apparently every guy I knew in San Francisco hated Courtney Love and had some story about her, about skanky sex or her stealing his Doc Martins or about her trying to cop from him, even though he obviously did speed instead of heroin. And I didn’t want to fight about it. So it’s an album I love listening to now, even if my husband is kind of sick of it.