I have a list of things I want to figure out for my 90s fashion tumblr, and every once in a while I try regoogling stuff to see if anything new has shown up.  One of the pieces of data which seems almost impossible to find is the names of all the cK be print ad models, and every time I try to search, all the commentary on Richard Avedon’s photos centers around how everyone is ugly and on drugs (see my post about one of these articles here).  And that includes people like Stacey McKenzie, who was a well established runway model, but I guess was too ugly for these critics.  Also the moral panic over models not wearing makeup is kind of terrible.  Like if the supernaturally beautiful cannot be seen without makeup without risking involuntary drug treatment, what hope is there for the rest of us?

I’ve also been listening to the “making of” Breaking Bad podcasts, and Vince Gilligan spends a lot of time talking about how perfectly normal looking all the actors who play meth users are in real life, and I guess they do a lot of makeup and teeth effects, but when he said that Julia Minesci who plays Wendy is thin because she’s a triathlete, it really brought home how much perceptions of health is filtered through preconceptions about what a drug user looks like.  If you look at these before and after pictures, it really seems like being older that 27 and wearing unflattering makeup is enough to make you look like, as Gilligan calls her, “our favorite meth whore.”

I mean, I’m certainly not the first to say this, but what does it mean if normal people, and even models and actresses, are too ugly to be seen in mainstream media without being seen as dangerously other?